Miss Colette

 Dear Lover Boy,  I am hoping to meet you soon since I have been working hard to improve myself as a person and as a girlfriend or a lovely wife.  I have spent my life living to impress and I identified as a perfectionist until yesterday when I decided to quit to live a little bit more than living in a worry.  I am not perfect,  but I promise to know how to love with*everything I have. I have some things that I want you to know. Sometimes I don't speak and other times I don't shut up. I have remarkable taste in fashion, music, and in adventure. Being together with you will mean that as long as I know that you care and love me, I will stand by your side no matter what, I will defend you even when it's illegal or it will cost a life. But my past trauma has convinced me that I don't really have to invest myself like that much anymore and that sometimes I need to let people do their part and stop being all over them trying to make things work for my own. That's hard...