Saviour

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Saviour


Am at my worst now

Am no long strong

I want a hand to hold 

A shoulder to lean on 


An eye to look at me 

An ear to understand me 

Someone in my presence 

To protect me from violence 


A foot to walk with me 

Those little jokes around 

Accepting all I can offer

Unbreaking me  


When they are good 

It hurts a little

When they don’t care 

It hurts a lot 


I don’t even know where to stand 

May be I complicate life 

But truly they can’t  understand 

They said I ask too much  


They judged me wrong 

Said I wished impossible 

And it took so long 

To be flexible 


I can’t sleep naturally 

It's all tirelessly 

I have so much fear 

And nobody can hear 


Listen  my voice 

Trigger my choice 

Give me the room 

I will give you the world 


Save me from myself 

I want a change 

A change for good 

Savior.
Glad to see you here, My name is Colette MUKAGATERA welcome to my personal blog. I'm an aspiring writer since 2016. I will be sharing experiences, love stories, poetry, and anything else that can be expressed in written form.

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